'I think therefore I am.'  Descartes            'I AM THAT I AM.'  Exodus.3.        'I am what I am.'  La Cage aux Folles

19 May 2011

Inspirations for Filming

These are images of just some of the work by directors who have inspired me to want to make movies. Sensual, stunning, evocative, indulgent and thought provoking.
See Pepi's Pictures page (my film making info) linked on the right under Permanent Pages.
Caravaggio (1986)
 as has been said is probably the closest Derek Jarman came to a mainstream film. And yet the film is a stunning, complex and truthful exposition of Jarman's major concerns of violence, history, homosexuality, and the relation between film and painting. However, according to Leo Bersani and Ulysse Dutoit, Caravaggio is unlike Jarman's other work in avoiding a lover-boy sentimentalising of gay relationships and in making no neat distinction between the exercise and the suffering of violence.
This is what to aim at.
Jack Birkitt who plays the Pope in this film (not in this clip) came to my home for a party many years back when he was touring here with 
The Lindsay Kemp Company. I got to know him and the company quite well.
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 Pink Narcissus

A beautifully imagined gay erotic film from the psychedelic era Although release date is given as 1971...Images & photo sets appeared on the market& gay interest magazines as far back as 1964...Film involves a young beautiful gay mans fantasies...involving moslty himself with mirror images of nude & semi nude model,Bobby Kendall. The young man invisions himself in many erotic beautifully photographed sequences.. many with the psychedelic colors etc of the 1960s.. Young man envisions himself in as a matador, as a roman slave, in an middle east sultans tent.. etc.. all scenes involving simulated sex and masturbation are beautifully & tastefully photographed... Recommended highly for mature audiences who have an interest in psychedelia, & early gay films!
In true underground style this movie was entirely filmed in the director's tiny apartment, in Manhattan, New York City, using window dressing and costume designer props. Only three scenes were filmed later in a rented loft - the men's room, the Times Square, and the rainstorm scenes.
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Sebastiane
The beautiful poetic masterpiece which I first saw when it was flown in rushed to a theatre full of waiting patrons and then immediately flown out after the showing. Later the bans were lifted but it has always been an inspiration as to what I would like to film. As I have name dropped in other places Lindsay Kemp provided the opening sequence with an erotic dance at the court of the Roman Emperor Diocletian. Lindsay I knew from his visit to Brisbane when I entertained he and his whole theatre troupe at a party at home. This film also emerged a short while after we had a similar but amateur project as mentioned on the page about my film background..
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Joe Dallesandro 

Joe Dallesandro in the films of Andy Warhol made by Paul Morrissey were an inspiration to any young mind way back then. The most beautiful Joe permanently changed male sexuality and Warhol promised us all our 15 minutes of fame. I received a book a while back in which Joe had inscribed a greeting to me "Who has always loved beauty. Joe Dallesandro" This I might say is perhaps one of the most precious things I have ever received. It is right up there with A Beatles Autograph I once had sent to me from London. but after several decades someone stole it from my wall.
Death in Venice
The greatest film of all time in my estimation. For four decades I have watched this film and on each occasion I am not only overwhelmed by the beauty of this film but I unearth new meanings. Not a word nor an image is out of place and each is layered in mythology, philosophy and the appreciation of creativity and the human spirit. As they say it is a Masterpiece of Art.
Otto or Up With Dead People
This and all of the films of Bruce LaBruce have reminded me of what it was like to discover the films of Andy Wahole in the 60's and 70's. They have inspired me to have faith in artists again and also encourage me to go forth and film. I had some email responses from Bruce LaBruce a while back and I have also exchanged a few emails with Gio Black Peter who appears in this film. Giovani is listed elsewhere as one of my favourite people. I have a fabulous autographed book sent by Bruce and also a great signed drawing sent by Giovani amongst my treasures.
Fellini Satyricon

The Masterpiece of Frederico Fellini on the Satyricon written for the amusement of Emperor Nero by Petronius. This film is a sumptuous collection of erotic tales and imagery never bettered. The surviving text tells of the misadventures of Encolpius, and his lover, a handsome sixteen-year-old boy named Giton. Encolpius has a hard time keeping his lover faithful to him as he is constantly being enticed away by others including his friend Ascyltus who is an ex lover himself. This is not an English clip but it does not matter as it is the imagery that matters here.

18 May 2011

Stephen Hawking

Another of the beautiful people
 Stephen William Hawking who turned 70 in 2012 was born on 8th. January 1942 (exactly 300 years after the death of Galileo) in Oxford, England. 
His mother Isabel was a member of the Communist Party in England in the 1930's.  His family were from London, but  during WWII Oxford was considered safer. At eight, his family moved to St Albans, 20 miles north of London. At eleven he  went to St Albans School and by 13, Hawking's hero was the atheist philosopher and mathematician, Bertrand Russell. He  went to University College, Oxford, his father's old college. Stephen wanted to do Mathematics, but it was not available at  University College, so he studied Physics. After three years and little work he gained a first class honours degree in  Natural Science. He then went to Cambridge to do research in Cosmology, no-one else was working in that area at Oxford  at the time. His supervisor was Denis Sciama, although he had hoped to get Fred Hoyle who was working in Cambridge.  After gaining his Ph.D. he became first a Research Fellow, and then a Professorial Fellow at Gonville and Caius College.  After leaving the Institute of Astronomy in 1973 Stephen came to the Department of Applied Mathematics and Theoretical  Physics, and from 1979 has held the post of Lucasian Professor of Mathematics. The chair was founded in 1663 with  money from the will of the Rev. Henry Lucas, who was the Member of Parliament for the University. It was first held by  Isaac Barrow, and then in 1663 by Isaac Newton. Professor Hawking has twelve honorary degrees, was awarded the CBE in  1982, and was made a Companion of Honour in 1989. He has received many awards, medals and prizes and is a Fellow of  The Royal Society and a Member of the US National Academy of Sciences. 
'I am quite often asked: How do you feel about having ALS? The answer is, not a lot. I try to lead as normal a life as possible.'  The most important event of his life occurred on December 31, 1962. He met his future wife at a New Year's Eve party. One month later, he was diagnosed with ALS, amyotrophic lateral sclerosis and was given only two years to live. Stephen Hawking is a medical miracle. He married Jane Wilde in July of 1965, has three children and a grandchild. Jane Hawking has a doctorate in Medieval Portuguese Literature and is a Christian. 

'I have had motor neurone disease for practically all my adult life. I caught pneumonia in 1985. I had to have a tracheotomy operation. ....David Mason, of Cambridge Adaptive Communication, fitted a small portable computer and a speech synthesizer to my wheel chair. This system allowed me to communicate much better than I could before. I can manage up to 15 words a minute. I can either speak what I have written, or save it to disk. I can then print it out, or call it back and speak it sentence by sentence. Using this system, I have written a book, and dozens of scientific papers. I have also given many scientific and popular talks.'

His 1988 book 'A Brief History of Time' has sold in excess of ten million copies.
         Albert Einstein's theory of relativity appeared to acknowledge the threat of an encounter with God and grudgingly accepted what he called "the necessity for a beginning" and "the presence of a superior reasoning power." But he never accepted a personal God. - Stephen Hawking has worked on the basic laws of the universe and with Roger Penrose he showed that Einstein's General Theory of Relativity implied space/ time had a beginning, The Big Bang, and an end, black holes. This indicated a necessity to unify General Relativity with Quantum Theory. One consequence of this is that he discovered that black holes should not be completely black, but should emit radiation, evaporate and disappear and that the universe has no edge or boundary in imaginary time, thus the way the universe began was determined by the laws of science.
    Hawking appears to have a problem with, and says much about God and the Catholic Church.  
  " He (the Pope) told us that is was all right to study the evolution of the universe after the big bang, but we should not inquire into the big bang itself because that was the moment of Creation and therefore the work of God."

The Pope had said in an Address to the Pontifical Academy of Sciences on 3 October 1981.
"Cosmogony itself speaks to us of the origins of the universe and its makeup, not in order to provide us with a scientific treatise but in order to state the correct relationship of man with God and with the universe. Sacred Scripture wishes simply to declare that the world was created by God, and in order to teach this truth, it expresses itself in the terms of the cosmology in use at the time of the writer. The sacred book likewise wishes to tell men that the world was not created as the seat of the gods, as was taught by other cosmogonies and cosmologies, but was rather created for the service of man and the glory of God. Any other teaching about the origin and makeup of the universe is alien to the intentions of the Bible, which does not wish to teach how heaven was made but how one goes to heaven."

Leon Lederman, a Nobel Prize winner wrote - 
 "In the very beginning, there was a void, a curious form of vacuum, a nothingness containing no space, no time, no matter, no light, no sound. Yet the laws of nature were in place and this curious vacuum held potential. A story logically begins at the beginning, but this story is about the universe and unfortunately there are no data for the very beginnings--none, zero. We don't know anything about the universe until it reaches the mature age of a billion of a trillionth of a second. That is, some very short time after creation in the big bang. When you read or hear anything about the birth of the universe, someone is making it up--we are in the realm of philosophy. Only God knows what happened at the very beginning."
Hawking is the most famous physicist in history who has not won the Nobel Prize. This is because the Swedish Royal Academy demands a discovery must be supported by verifiable experiment or observation. His work, to date is highly speculative and remains unproved. Science is just beginning to verify the existence of black holes, let alone verify any of his more radical theoretical proposals. If some of his research turns out to be wrong, he will still have had a profound impact on scientific thought. Einstein was wrong about all sorts of things, but still one of the greatest geniuses.
Stephen Hawking made a guest appearance 19th June 1993 on Star Trek- The Next Generation playing poker in the Holodeck with Data, Einstein, and Newton in the episode "Descent " and he also wrote the foreword to "The Physics of Star Trek" by L. M. Krauss. He has also lent his voice several times to the animation series 'The Simpsons' and 'Futurama'.
Then on the 5th April 2012 he guested on the comedy "The Big Bang Theory" correcting a mistake by fellow theoretical physicist Sheldon.

Recently while watching yet another documentary on this remarkable human I realised that in 1968 a friend and I spent over a year at university discussing Quasars, Pulsars and Black Holes. (not part of my studies I might mention)  All of these where new discoveries in the sixties. It is when I realised that as everything seems to have an opposite, the world is a large instance of negatives and positives that cancel each other out. From nothing we came and to nothing we can go. Current theory is that the vast apparent emptiness of space is full of negative and positive entities coming into being and crashing into each other and ceasing to exist. Is everything a web of strings?
Just think about it.
The first of 10 parts of his programme The Theory of Everything.

The 2004 film "Hawking' with the great Benedict Cumberbatch playing Stephen Hawking. 


Eddie Redmayne in The Theory of Everything

Other Scientist's Biographies here.

16 May 2011

SLEEP

Below is reproduced an article sent to me by Prof. Stefano D'Anna which he wrote recently for the Italian magazine IQuality. We have been corresponding a little of late and this is printed with Stefano's kind permission. Originally in Italian. Images can be enlarged.

Sleep

By Stefano E. D’Anna

The invitation to write on such an interesting theme, so close to our existence and yet so misterious and in many ways still unexplored, has received my immediate assent. In fact it has been for me a precious pretext to compress in the few pages of one article the ideas and the material that since many years I am gathering on this wonder of our life, on this amazing phenomenon.

From the first draft of this article, and procedeeng with the iconographic search and selection of the images that could illustrate my ideas about sleep, I realised the extent of the subject, its multi-faceted nature and complexity. My first choice then has been to limit the investigation to some aspects of sleep as an intimate, individual phenomenon, and to some reflections which cannot commonly be found in the existing literature on this theme.

Keeping in mind the final development of this work, my excursus moves from the apology and praise of sleep - in a vision which considers it a pleasure, a phisiological function and a natural right given for granted - to the exploration of more misterious sides of sleep, depicting it as rather an uneasy, unquiet state, till the consideration of some disturbing aspects of it.

Beauty, Eros and Sleep
An aspect of sleep, as part of its collective imagery, is certainly the sensual sleep. The sleeping Venus, one of the last works by the Italian renaissance Master Giorgione is an extremely influential painting. It portrays a nude woman whose profile seems to follow that of the hills in the background. This painting, also known as the Dresden Venus, is an hymn to beauty, sleep and eros. Erotic implications are made by the placement of her left hand on her groin and Venus's raised arm. To show one’s armpit for a woman still today, in many cultures, is considered an indecent gesture.
The choice of a nude woman marked a revolution in art, and is considered one of the starting points of modern art. The painting was unfinished at the time of Giorgione’s death (1510). The landscape and sky were later finished by Titian, who later painted the similar Venus of Urbino.
Sleeping Venus
Giorgione, c. 1510
Sleep after sex
In 1866 a Turkish Diplomat Khalil Bey ordered a painting to the French artist Gustave Coubet, the foremost realist painter of mid-19th-century. The image of a pair of entwined sleeping female bodies far from being a purely erotic painting has undeniably an element of transgressive sensuality which cannot be lacking in a short but comprehensive research on sleep.

Coubet’s work also gives the cue for a quick note on how fundamental has been the transgression in art to push further the frontiers of our freedom and intelligence, which are one and the same thing.
Gustave Coubet  Sleep (Le sommeil)
The tight connection between sleep, sex and death is more visible in some masterpieces that represent the human condition (especially man’s) of unguarded sleep after sex. Botticelli’s Mars and Venus shows through the face of Mars how deep is the intuition built in the French language which names the condition post coitus ‘la petite mort’, the French expression for orgasm.
Botticelli - Mars and Venus
Ascetic, meditative, prophetic sleep
A very rilevant observation is that sleep is in time. An ordinary person who is sleeping is fully immersed in time and has a very limited control, if any at all, on his body, on his life. As I will try to dimostrate at the end, this unguarded condition of limited awareness is not very different from what happens in men’s (so called) waking state. Nevertheless there is a dimension of sleep which opens the doors to timelessness. Intentional day dreaming, divinatory and meditative states are somehow induced by sleep but do not imply a loss of control on oneself. Just the opposit. And yet they are intimately connected to sleep and carried by it.

This timeless condition of sleep is well expressed by this image of sleeping Budda, carved in one inestimable block of white Jada, which I have captured in a visit to Hufo temple in Shanghai. It is the rappresentation of wide open eyes sleep of a timeless, alert being.

In the Greek mithology there has been just one man, Endymion, who was given by Hypnos the privilege to sleep with open eyes.
White Jada Budda
Hufo Temple - Shanghai
Sleep as flight
In Georgia, in his modest studio of Tiblisi, I met Koka Tsikhelashvili and his extraordinary art. This painting in particular I brought with me to exhibit at the Aria Gallery in Pietrasanta, Tuscany. It is named ‘the Flight’.

I found it a very poetic, fairy-tale representation of sleep as an escape from the so called reality. Men turn their impotente and sadness into sleep and entrust themelves to its wings when life becomes too painful, suffocating and one doesn’t know how to deal with it, how to transform it.
Ordinary men wake up and as first thing they meet with their inner song of unceasing sorrow. They do not want to listen to it nor want to face that pain they bring deep inside. Men drown their sorrow in a coffee, plunge into their daily worries and same worn-out routines; they let themselves be caught by their laborious existence, because they do not want to know.

But their flight in sleep reveals to be ephemeral and that neglected pain becomes more and more acute. One day we will discover that that dark corner of our being we never lighted is the very source of all the difficulties and failures that then we meet in our life.

The Monster of Sleep
"I have often imagined the monster of sleep as a heavy, giant head with a tapering body held up by the crutches of reality. When the crutches break we have the sensation of falling" - Salvador Dali

This pulpy head looks very ugly and restless.., It depicts sleep as rather an uneasy, unquiet state. The body is useless and almost dead (hanging on just one crutch), the head is loaded and functioning, though not fully capable of feeding awareness (eyes and ears are closed). It has indeed no control on reality, thus desperately depends upon thin and short crutches which hardly manage to keep the head from totally collapsing.

Moreover, it seems there is a tremendous struggle going on. The loaded, heavy head pushes downwards, uncomfortable with the interference of the crutches...yearning to fall into the dark (might be interpreted as night or maybe forgetfulness and death).
Dali's Sleep
Hypnos
In your next visit to the Metropolitan Museum of Art you can admire a rare 1st century Roman bronze statue of Hypnos. Classical mythology represents him, the personification of sleep, as a gorgeous young man neked, with wings attached to his head. Son of goddess Nyx (Night), his power was such that not only men but even gods couldn’t resist him. According to one story, Hypnos lived in a cave underneath a Greek island; through this cave flowed Lethe, the river of forgetfulness.
But the part of Hypnos’ myth which is more interesting for the purpose of this article is that he has not just a brother but a twin brother: Thanatos, personification of death and mortality.
Sleep and Death
somnus mortis imago
The School for Gods
To go deeper into this important, disquieting vision of “somnus imago mortis”, sleep as representation of death, I shall introduce you to the work of an ancient School and to the ideas of a peculiar figure of a philosopher-monk called Lupelius, a free spirit of the Dark Ages, and a native of Ireland - in those years a refuge for learned men, a land at the crossroads of cultures and traditions, tormented by every war and conflict imaginable.

At a crucial point of my life I met an extraordinary being, a timeless man.

In my Book: The School for Gods, I called Him the Dreamer.

I wish all of you, readers of this article, to meet Him soon in your life. He changed my destiny. Among other difficult undertakings of my apprentship, He pushed me to a disperate, hopeless quest for an original manuscript 1.000 year old, written by Lupelius in the ninth century and whose traces had been lost for centuries.

After indescribable vicissitudes, bringing my quest in three continents, I found the Lupelius’ manuscript in Everan, Armenia, at the Institute of Ancient Manuscripts.

What follow are splinters of wisdom, extracts from the content of this priceless masterpiece.


Sleeping is a bad habit
With his inimitable black humour, universal jester and master of disguises that he was, Lupelius claimed that every night men play out the dress rehearsal for their own final exit from the scene. Persevering in their ‘bad habit’ of sleeping, half the planet goes to bed, its inhabitants bidding each other good night without even realising what a macabre ritual they are performing....

“When you know that sleep is the representation of death, you can no longer approach it as you did before…In any case, whatever precautions or methods you adopt, you must never let anyone, not even your woman, see you sleeping…Exercise the art of staying awake!...A warrior knows that to be caught napping is to expose his vulnerability…it is like inviting the world to attack and strike us to death.”

Fall asleep awake
People fall asleep in the same way as they hope to die…suddenly…But, whatever time it is, however long your day has been and however hard your battle, make sure you ‘fall asleep awake’…Those who do not know how to manage their energy, fall into bed exhausted at the end of the day, more dead than alive…If you really have to sleep for a few minutes, then you must approach sleep from a state of wakefulness. This will prevent you from falling  into the infernal depths.”

Why are we awake?
Antropologists, sociologists, experts of customs and usages, scientists above all, have tried to discover the mechanism which oversees and regulates sleep, so scattering the mist around the enigmatic cause of sleep. But up to now there is no concrete answer to this question: why we sleep?
It is my belief that following a less travelled scientific path the comprehension of sleep becomes deeper and reveals unsuspected secrets if we move the focus of our inquiry from the sleep to the waking state and we ask: why are we awake? Or more simply: what is the real difference between beeng asleep and being awake?

The Endymion Syndrom
What if we found out that the sleeping condition is not limited to the night sleep but were a life time condition? What if we would discover that in reality an ordinary man never wakes up; that what he calls wake were in reality the natural continuation of a state of continuous sleep through which his entire life runs out?
The myth-theme of Endymion being not dead but endlessly asleep, by Zeus’ decree, and who received from Hypnos the special capacity to sleep with open eyes, can well become the crucial symbol of ordinary man’s condition.
The final thesis I am bringing forth is that an hypnotic sleep tyrannically rules every man’s existence. The ordinary man, plunged in a hypnotic sleep, lulled by a song of pain, will keep on lying to himself. No matter how terrible his life may be, he will continue to indulge in it, and will never ever find the will and enough energy to escape.
I will try to go into this matter thoroughly in this last part of the article.

Hypnotic Sleep
The hypothesis of a planetary population of 7 billions of “sleepwalkers”
who work, teach, pollute, riproduce, and above all get in each other’s way and fight, in a state of drowsiness if not of hypnotism, without a real will, driven by strings like puppets, is shocking but has the very fascination of all great pre-scientific hypothesis, of those powerful heresies that later in time have been recognised as corner stones of the history of ideas and of scientific thought.

“Men meet each other in a somnambulistic state, troubled by worries, clouded by doubts and fears, lost in daily discord. They meet so as to pursue insignificant objectives and external, vain advantages.” – says the Dreamer.

The discovery that we do not just sleep at night but that, with the exception of few fleeting moments of lucidità, of real waking, we spend our entire life in a state of unconsciousness, could change our vison forever, and with it our destiny. No political, religious or philosophical system can change society from the outside. Only an individual revolution, a psychological rebirth, a healing of the being, man by man, cell by cell, will free us from an hypnotic vision of the world, from a self-created prison. It will lead us towards a more intelligent civilization, truer, richer, more happy”. For this we need a School, schools of responsibility, schools of wakening. In them the cells of a new humanity will learn the art of dreaming. Dreaming means to be awaken, alert, to keep out of any hypnotism. It means stopping self-sabotage, any self-distructive activity. It means stopping to be in fear, in uncertainty, indulging in any negative mood or emotion. The Art of Dreaming is to realize to be the creator of your reality, that life is as you dream it. It means to stop being a victim of the worls, a victim of your own creation. And if the schools and universities which we know are for men, then we need Schools for Gods. Now we can understand the deep meaning of the Greek mith of Hypnos twin brother of Tanathos.  Hypnotic sleep is moral, psychological death. The opposite of a sleeping state is not to be sleepwalkers, sort of zombies, but to be really alive, alert, aware. It means to lead and not to be led, it means to have a will. Ulysses orders his crew to tie him to the mainmast so as not to obey to the sirens’ song and abandon, not to fall in “mare magnum” of the planetary hypnotic sleep. The ropes bind him to his principles. His decision is the act of a real heros, of a ‘man of the School’. He emblematically shows the way to a new humanity to persue lucidity and freedom. Their motto, has been coined long ago for the worrior-monks of Lupelius: sleep less, die less, dream more. 
Herbert James Draper
Ulysses and Sirens
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